writing this gibberish seems to be the only thing that makes sense these days...

I'm waist deep in problems. I just lost yet another person who I cared for. Over something incredibly stupid and juvenile. What's been said can't be taken back neither can both of our actions. I just wish that everything didn't play out the way it did. I let my emotions overrule my common sense and that made one gigantic mess out of things. Now every experience with her (good or bad) is playing in my head like some tasteless coming of age movie. But the funny thing is I don't want to hold on to those memories. Even though they were some of the happiest ones Iv'e had in a while, there doing nothing but giving me reason to feel sorry for myself. Remembering the good times is almost as painful as wishing they were here again. So I want to forget. Her face, her laugh, her kiss. Out of sight out of mind